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Rachel Sumner & Traveling Light

by Rachel Sumner

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1.
Untie the knot and cast me off, But leave me with a chart A way, a way far from today I cannot see the stars A budding love once bloomed for us But day broke and I rose A lone, a lone - left overgrown All thorny and exposed Thorny and exposed So I sift through the myth, the truth, The pile of shirts you left A last, a last sweep through our past Then I'll be better yet I'll be better You seek lovers for a sport And I can't make you yield A loved, a loved one hunting doves Above a baited field I've seen trees that weep sweet sap Would that my tears were sugar A long, a long time dwelling on This would not feel so bitter Would not feel so damn bitter
2.
I have been fighting the good fight But each unrecorded night Still tangles up my mind I’m haunted by these gaps of time And the things that I forgot Mornings I stumbled, spent Collecting evidence Braved through what I heard Though all I have are strangers’ words And some hazy scattered scenes A play of half-forgotten dreams And all of those friends I thought I made While I was unafraid While I was unafraid Were bolstered by the booze A buddy only in the Bruising black of night By barroom candle light Recalling all our sad luck blues I had grown weary of the well And the work it took to waste myself Too numb to stir awake Too weak to own my own mistakes I could not break my graceless fall By staying out after last call And all of those friends I thought I made While we were unafraid While we were unafraid Were chasing down a muse From spirits with a top-shelf view In spite of nothing coming To us but the worst We tried to quench our thirst For something that was new I know I’m never far From slipping back Into my hole of hopeless habits Time and time alone Can ease desire Into a soft and steady static It’s only static It’s only
3.
Easton 05:34
We were straddling the line Of spring and summertime When Easton chose to bloom Sparing our hearts the sting Of a cold, empty room Though your hand was in mine I could feel your wandering mind– Could you feel mine, too? Wasn’t it last year We walked through the pasture With mud up to our knees? You were knobby, and pale, and tall Like one of those birch trees And I had your love, But for me, it wasn’t enough, It wasn’t… I won’t mind if I can’t quite recall Our shadows swaying on your bedroom wall I won’t mind if I could just forget How slow it was watching that sun set At Borderland, you held me tight When you hold me now, it just ain’t right, It just ain’t right
4.
The fluctuating worth Of this very terminal earth And the satellite that glow at night Above me Won’t bear upon my mind But concerning human kind I won’t care if you’re there And if you love me A seed must die, I know Before a plant can grow And so would I Before I let you go Again the sun may rise And burn through yellow skies But I’ll see it through your blue eyes If you love me I’ll see it in your eyes If it’s true or if it lies I’ll feel it if it’s real If you love me So let the cold wind blow Let the seasons come and go Let you come to my arms If you love me
5.
Hello stranger, lover, friend Hello angel on the mend There’s a side of you That I never knew As you shed another skin We are strangers again Hello, trouble in my arms There was another one with your charms And he had your name You are not the same boy I knew back then We are strangers again Hello rain man in the mirror Now I see you’ve noticed All these tears We can start anew If you’re willing to Smile and pretend We are strangers again If we met before I am very sure That I’d remember when We are strangers again
6.
Colleen 06:29
I tell it as I best know how, And that's the way it was told to me: Must have once been a thief or a whore, Then surely was thrown overboard, Where, they say, I came their way from the deep blue sea. It picked me up and tossed me round. I lost my shoes and tore my gown. Forgot my name, And drowned. Then woke up with the surf a-pounding; It seemed I had been run aground. Well they took me in and shod my feet And taught me prayers for chastity And said my name would be Colleen, and I was blessed among all women, To have forgotten everything. And as the weeks and months ensued I tried to make myself of use. Tilled and planted, but could not produce — not root, nor leaf, nor flower, nor bean; Lord! It seemed I overwatered everything. And I hate the sight of that empty air, like stepping for a missing stair and falling forth forever blindly: cannot grab hold of anything! No, Not I, most blessed among Colleens. * I dream some nights of a funny sea, as soft as a newly born baby. It cries for me so pitifully! And I dive for my child with a wildness in me, and am so sweetly there received. But last night came a different dream; a gray and sloping-shouldered thing said "What's cinched 'round your waist, Colleen? Is that my very own baleen? No! Have you forgotten everything?" This morning, 'round the cape at dawn, some travelers sailed into town with scraps for sale and the saddest songs and a book of pictures, leather-bound, that showed a whale with a tusk a meter long. Well I asked the man who showed it me, "What is the name of that strange beast?" He said its name translated roughly to He-Who-Easily-Can-Curve-Himself-Against-The-Sky. And I am without words. He said, "My lady looks perturbed. (the light is in your eyes, Colleen)." I said, "Whatever can you mean?" He leaned in and said, "You ain't forgotten everything." * "You dare to speak a lady's name?" He says, "My lady is mistaken. I would not speak your name in this place; and if I were to try then the wind — I swear — would rise, to tear you clean from me without a trace." "Have you come, then, to rescue me?" He laughed and said, "from what, 'colleen'?" You dried and dressed most willingly. you corseted, and caught the dread disease by which one comes to know such peace." Well, it's true that I came to know such things as the laws that govern property and the herbs to feed the babes that wean, and the welting weight for every season; but still I don't know any goddamned "Colleen." * Then dive down there with the lights to lead that seem to shine from everything — down to the bottom of the deep blue sea; down where your heart beats so slow, and you never in your life have felt so free. Will you come down there with me? Down where our bodies start to seem like artifacts of some strange dream, which afterwards you can't decipher, and so, soon, have forgotten Everything. *
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I heard you’re taking off again Though I don’t know to where or when I’m still getting used to hearing second hand How you’ve been, my old friend And maybe friend’s not the right word But we aren’t strangers, we’re just hurt I’m still holding hope that time will smoke you out From the bitter hold where your heart’s housed Oh, I don’t know where you’ll be tomorrow But I hope we find More yesterdays in time And when the wheels lift from the ground Before you clamber through the clouds Do you scan the shoreline where we used to walk? Or do you close your eyes when you take off? I’d see our ghosts on subway lines See us swaying while the breaks whined And i’d change my state and city, but I settled for the route Tell me, do our echoes haunt you when you go out? Oh, I don’t know where you’ll be tomorrow But I hope we find More yesterdays in time You feel your best when things are foreign I’d bet that when you get to where you’re going All that homegrown sorrow you and I had raised Will wilt away in your suitcase Go and take as many trips as you need Find or lose yourself overseas I have tried my best, but never in the least Ran and found a single moment’s peace Still, I’ll meet you there If ever you need me Some nights I see you in my dreams Where all those hard words come with ease You may not be ready, but in dreams you hear me through: I should have been a better friend to you Oh, I don’t know where we’ll be tomorrow But I hope we find More yesterdays in time
9.
The day you were born Seemed like any other No heralding horns Just a ring from my brother So I grabbed my keys Burnt my legs on the seat And drove the two hours Just to meet ya I gave them our name At the visitor's desk They pointed the way, Pinned a tag on my chest I wandered the ward Till I found the right door And through it I heard Your mama singing "My arms may grow weary But I'll never tire Of cradling you in my arms I know it's possible To love well beyond The limits our Imperfect bodies Have placed on us I'll hold you close Each moment I can The arms of your mother Are always at hand" I remember the nights I'd come by for dinner You were a sight With your markers and glitter It was hellos and hugs Then I'd help you wash up As she'd fill our plates At the table And when it got late We'd take to the sofa You'd start to fade While your mama would hold ya We'd switch to a whisper For you, Dear Little Drifter And softly your mama’d Start singing "My arms may grow weary But I'll never tire Of cradling you in my arms I know it's possible To love well beyond The limits our Imperfect bodies Have placed on us I'll hold you close Each moment I can The arms of your mother Are always at hand" And she was so grateful When your car pulled in She turned so frail So fast You held her at last You held her last And sang "My arms may grow weary But I'll never tire Of cradling you in my arms I know it's possible To love well beyond The limits our Imperfect bodies Have placed on us I'll hold you close Each moment I can The arms of your daughter Are always at hand"

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released August 5, 2022

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Rachel Sumner Boston, Massachusetts

Praised by audiences for her powerful, lonesome voice and haunting songs, Rachel Sumner carefully spins melodies that get caught in your head and delivers them “with an attitude and drive in her guitar playing...sure to strike a chord and dig deep into your heart. ” (Red Line Roots) ... more

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